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Art of Sadness

by Shawn Irwin

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1.
I remember when we use to swim Down to the bottom of a bottle of gin And I remember the promise we made That I'd be your muse If you be my slave but some how We lost our way And perhaps, we knew we would someday I remember that winter being cold Cold enough to hide a flask in your coat But the only way I ever got warm Was to lye with you naked in your bed of thorns And the plaster, would rain on down So your landlord, kicked the two of us, out in the snowbank I remember couch surfing for a time Until we ran out of friends, tired and spent So we decided, to go it alone And meet up again when the winter broke But we never, were to meet again And I heard, you landed a rich old man Or so the story goes If these walls could talk then we'd have, something to say I never knew the sound of silence could be so deafening And all the while I keep searching for something to brake The dead silence that holds my tongue, hostage from saying Your my favorite mistake Did you know, your my favorite mistake, but don't go Stay with me So we fuck to make noise to drown the silence that patiently waits If I had a dollar for every time I said never again Then I could afford to buy my soul back without any regrets But when it's all said and done I know what I'll, probably say Your my favorite mistake Did you know, your my favorite mistake, but don't go Stay with me Were bound by a lie that got us in, over our heads You recoil like a snake whenever I, try to confess If there ever was a time for a miracle, this would be it Even when your venom takes it's toll, I can't help but say Your my favorite mistake Did you know, your my favorite mistake, but don't go Stay with me Time has moved on but memories of you still remain The night at the cliff is one that I'll, never forget You take the good with the bad and come to grips with ones mistakes I've lost you I know and despite the pain I keep banging away Your my favorite mistake Did you know, your my favorite mistake, but don't go Stay with me
2.
I'm just a lover scorn in this town of thorns, bleeding down the street As I limp along I see various positions, of lovers in neon sheets The land of lost angels, is now a town of thorns The Duke once said a lover that's cold in bed, ain't worth a toss But my lovers bed is twice as warm, as a bed made of frost The land of lost angels, is now a town of thorns You loved me to ruin and toss me out, like an old rusty blade The Duke was right when he said run for your life If the mob doesn't lynch you then the law will in the Land of lost angels Is now a town of thorns
3.
Whats the worst thing that you've ever done Your eyes flicker like a candle by the window This affair is right up there with the vultures That circle over, our bed that's on fire with regret This fire will become smoke signals that will give us away Then baby you better come and put the fire out Joking aside some things will never come clean Who's joking, were bound by a kiss of deceit What's happening to me Deceit As my angel, sheds her wings Deceit A vale across my eyes Deceit The devils, got her prize This animal attraction has peeled away all of our bark Were two sticks, rubbing together to build a fire You rise like a flame that no man could ever tame On this alter, I offer you my flesh for your heat When the fire died down and the smoke cleared out the ashes Now scatter, like dirty snow flakes to the heavens But our smoldering fire can erupt like a fire of Fallen angels, were bound by a kiss of deceit Whats happening to me Deceit As my angel, sheds her wings Deceit A vale across my eyes Deceit The devils, got her prize
4.
New years day came, like the one before Hungover from champagne, a strangers dress on the floor I sit here and wait, for the knock at the door Second chances, don't come around here no more When I was young, the world was my stage I could charm anyone, with a smile and a wave But now that I'm older, that charm has decayed Second chances, don't come around here no more All of my dreams, are like spinning plates To keep them alive, I had to quicken the pace But I lost a step, and with it the race Second chances, don't come around here no more Routine is a dagger, to the creative mind I had a labotomy, to fall into line The simple life, is simply to die Second chances, don't come around here no more A gypsy once told me, the secret to youth Is to keep moving, or you'll set and take root Like an old maple, with the same old view Second chances, don't come around here no more If you can relate, then your too old If you can't, time will tell you so I'm like the wind, you can feel but can't hold Second chances, don't come around here no more
5.
Once, in a blue moon, I'll take a swig, and think of you For you, were my under, cover lover, on the sly Alas, once drunk, I became a lost, little boy Alone, with my china doll, I had to crawl, on broken glass Cause you, you got me hooked, like a junkie, for your love Now I'm, I'm doing time, ever since, the double cross You left me, in a fog, I've gone adrift, without your drug I've run aground, got turned around, my compass spins, on metal ground My will has bent, but will not brake, I know my lord, will show the way But my heart, is giving in, to my lover, who pulls my strings Cause you, you got me hooked, like a junkie, for your love Now I'm, I'm doing time, ever since, the double cross You pierce the heart of the enemy that you just fucked And claim self-defence when you get caught You spread the blame around on everybody else but you You stack your alibi on a house of cards That come crashing down whenever you talk You spread the blame around on everybody else but you You plead the fifth but your eyes give you away Those crocodile tears are a little too late You spread the blame around on everybody else but you You cop a plea and sell me down the river I wash up on shore with the rest of your victims You spread the blame around on everybody else but you These days, I'm dull but clean, like a virgin, before the deed I keep you close, but out of reach, like a rabbit, the grey hounds chase I retrace my steps, what can I say, old habits, are hard to shake Shaky because, I'm going down, on my lover, who wears me out Cause you, you got me hooked, like a junkie, for your love Now I'm, I'm doing time, ever since, the double cross
6.
Sometimes I feel I'd be better off in the cold Look into the house that we use to call home Why do I think about trading in my love for a whore If I'm a blessing then why do I feel like a curse I like to know who or what is pulling at my strings It's getting old when your told by a stranger to leave Blackouts are like a joke to everybody but me Mirrors don't lie that is why I smash it to see I fear I've, crossed the line, with every, lover I've had No control, leaves me cold, frozen to, a December's bench I had to drink myself sober to realize Love is blind to a drunk who can't read the signs I waltz around the crowd that's blocking the door Until a stranger cuts in dragging me down with her I fear I've, crossed the line, with every, lover I've had No control, leaves me cold, frozen to, a December's bench I fear I've, crossed the line, with every, lover I've had No control, leaves me cold, frozen to, a December's bench
7.
For every promise that I kept, for every promise that you broke The one thing that I should have said, I wasted on another sour note Now that I have pissed on your parade You just smile like a clown hiding something Wake up broken in my lovers arms I've just made four left turns This train that you call love, has men that you get off But unlike you I won't take it lying down, your cheshire cats smile turning south Now that I have pissed on your parade You just smile like a clown hiding something Wake up broken in my lovers arms I've just made four left turns You claim you couldn't hurt a fly, while your fly paper tongue entangles mine And as I sir come to your devilish ways, another stone is cast upon my grave Now that I have pissed on your parade You just smile like a clown hiding something Wake up broken in my lovers arms I've just made four left turns You throw me out like a boomerang Knowing damn well I'd be circling back I'm just a glutton for you love, I'm just a glutton for your love, I'm just a glutton for your love, I'm just a glutton for your love

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Reminds me of The Growlers or my buddy Greg Ashley ...cool sounds and some dark wave blues in those lyrics. - John Wesley Coleman

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released January 1, 2015

All songs written and performed by Shawn Irwin
Soundscapes by Rami Hunter
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Rami Hunter @ Swami Dump Studio
Album cover image by Bhjoco
Copyright 2015 DIY Recordings
Thanks to: Rami Hunter, Claire Irwin, friends & family
This album is dedicated to my brother Ray

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Shawn Irwin Austin, Texas

Hello, I'm a singer/songwriter from the Big Timber. My music is my therapy, or more like turning piss into lemonade. My lyrics read like a secret diary exposed by a scorn lover. Tainted love aside, there are other tales of truckers, ghosts, and a search for a calm place to ride out the storm. I may be strange, but I think that's what makes me unique. Listen and judge for yourself. ... more

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